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I am really going to miss you a lot. I don't understand why you had to go so soon, but I'm assuming it was for a good reason. You were very special to me and I will never forget you. I only got to know you for six months and I am glad I got to. You help make me who I am today and I am glad you did. I'm going to miss your smile, your voice, everything about you, the time when we stayed up watching movies and talking at the Bertram's house, and the fact that your not going to be in the stands watching the wrestlers wrestle. I'll will never forget my 18th birthday. You gave me the best gift that I could ever get and I really appreciate that. Oh yeah, I am still going to keep that promise that i promised you. R.I.P. Brenda and I will never stop loving you...

This world is really messed up if you think about it and we all have our good days and our bad days,your life dispaired for a unknown reason, what could you have possibly done brenda? you did not do anything wrong your whole life you were one of my best freinds and one of the best pitchers in softball there were, ive been in a car accident and i know how it feels, it sucks everything about it sucks, getting your drivers licence should be free, since your putting you life in a piece of steel that looks nice with 4 peices of rubber hitting the ground, this world can never determine why things happended but it could happen to anyone the question is why you? I have you know brenda that you are not alone and all of your freinds family will be with you it hurts everyone to see hurt in someones eyes i even had one of my best freinds crying when he didint know you till the 14th. bottom line is we love you brenda your not alone......
Matthew Poppoff

I didn't really know Brenda, but her life has had an impact on mine. To explain it all I'll start at the beginning. My junior year in high school, my grandpa died. Before that I was really a bubbly, smiley kinda person and tried my hardest to make other the same way. After my grandpa died, I let alot of bad things happen to me. Then I had to move my senior year to Yakima. Overall I had a "feel sorry for me" Kinda attitude. I had lost my smile and my hope. Overtime things had been getting better but not completely. I still expected people to come and say hi to me and make the first move. After Brenda's death I learned about what kinda person she was and the tremedous effect she had on everyone's life that she knew. At the viewing, a feeling came to me that she would touch my life somehow too. At the funeral During the coach's speech, when he told us to all have a goal, My goal was to smile and be more friendly just like Brenda was. See so even after she has passed she still touches people life. I thank her so much though because I finally feel whole again since my grandpa's death. Thank you so much for being exactly what you wanted to be and not what others wanted you to. Sorry I never got a chance to meet you, but thank you for touching my heart. Thank you for touching others' hearts too. Your spirit will always shine through our smiles. Thanks for giving me my smile,
Esther

I can still recall the days when you and I would be on that soccer field together... losing our butts, but having the time of our lives... and the times we would ride the bus together in the morning and after school and just talk the whole way, until I got off. Every morning when I would get on, you would greet me with your gorgeous smile, and scoot over so we could sit together... you have influenced me greatly & I hope that I touched your life in a way too. We shared dresses for dances, talked about boys, and life in general. I looked up to you as a person, and I still do... literally. I put some white roses on your grave today... white means ETERNITY and that you will forever be in my heart. It really makes me realize a lot... life is short, so make it worth while, and try to be an influence to everyone... just like you. I really hope that you are looking down on everyone and taking care of us all, just like you would in life. You were and always be a very special person to me. You are with the Lord now... he needed you, and that's why he took you to Heaven. I'll see you when I get there sweetie pie, and you will be in my thoughts always! "SMORES!!!!!"

Geez girl, how much you did for me your time down here! All the great memories we shared and all the wonderful times we had. You and I both know that I will never ever forget any of those. Member the time back in 7th grade, I think, when you and Shania and all of them were planning a surprise party for me and Jiffy ... and you blew it and told my mom the wrong time so I got to Shania's house early and didn't get any surprise out of it? So I was chillin' with you all while we had to wait and surprise Jenifer? Hehe, that was hilarious! And member how we would all be in the locker room singning songs together ... especially one of your favorites ... PINK! This year was the first year that I have lived here that we didn't have P.E. together, what kind of shit was that? Damn! Man, Bren ... I love you so much and I miss you like CRAZY! Just hope that I lead my life the right way so that someday in the future I end up with you again ... Brenda, your my angel and always will be! You mean alot to each one of us, and I know you know that too ... KICK ASS UP THERE IN SOFTBALL GIRL! Love you baby, take care ...